Manifesto

I am a burden on everyone in my life

I don't deserve anything

I will be alone forever

I will sit and watch everyone I know grow and love

And get married while I sit alone and do nothing

I am not a good person

I am selfish

I ruin everything with my own selfishness

I will be alone when I die

I long for a deep connection that I will never have

I will never find love

I will always be in a constant cycle of feeling like this

I will always want more

I will never be satisfied for more than a few months at a time

I apologise to my friends

I apologise to everyone I know

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I am selfish, angsty, and embarrassing

I have become someone I hate

I will never have a wife

I will never have children

I will visit my friends and meet their wives

And husbands and children and feel a deep, ugly jealousy

I will be alone

I will die alone

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I will end up sad and alone

And the only person to blame will be me

I love you and I'm sorry for everything