Tell Myself

I saw somebody leap to the other world

Jumping off the edge left behind his hope

But he could fly for a second incredible

I wonder what it was like when he finally fell

They say you hit the water and then it's gone

All the tears you cried all the pain you felt

But is it worth all the hurt that you've probably caused

When they find that you don't make it back to shore

To be honest

Sometimes I think about all of the same things

I wish I could go back so I could change all of my memories

'Cause all of them are sad

All the drinks I had

Turned into a pool of misery

I wonder if I'm better drowning

I tell myself

No no no no no no no no

No

I try to tell myself

No no no no no no no no

No

They celebrate the life that they never knew

Can't point out the elephant in the room

Most people can't understand what you're going through

So in the end does it matter the path you choose?

To be honest

Sometimes I feel like I'm feeling the same things

I wish there was a way that I could tell this to my family

But they'd only be sad

Maybe I don't have

Any point in being here

It's so unclear if I'm swimming or sinking

I tell myself

No no no no no no no no

No

I try to tell myself

No no no no no no no no

No

I'll turn my headlights on

Speeding 'cross the bridge

No it won't be long

But I got to be strong

And I tell myself

No no no no no no no no

I gotta tell myself

No no no no no no no no

And I tell myself

No no no no no no no no

I gotta tell myself

No no no no no no no no

I tell myself