Insomnia

It's late at night

I'm writing poems on my phone

I'm isolated, but I never feel alone

I'm concentrated, yeah I'm all up in the zone

I gotta work 'cause soon I might be on my own

I talk to Jack about the shit up in my life

I talk to Matt about girls I never liked

And Brad is up in DC looking for his wife

And Chester's graduating this year

What a sight

Surface level, everything is going great

And all these newer people cool but can't relate

I feel like; lately, I been questioning my fate

Don't wanna rush it, so I guess I gotta wait

And sometimes I really think that this is it

I got some people telling me to call it quits

My father always used to tell me "get a grip"

And now the world is slipping through my fingertips

Losing hope

I gotta go

That's my soft side talking

In reality, I'm a dead man walking

Do a backflip

Talking bout the band camp hotties

That was back in 6th grade

Can't forget my shawty

Well, she cheated on me, but I didn't care

Brown hair, talking shit when I wasn't there

I had the buzzcut

Coolest couple was us

Only kissed once

But I kept it on the hush-hush

Yeah

Went to a dance at the eagle harbor golf club

At the end, we were sneaking on the golf course

Holding hands, stick together during manhunt

And whispered to me, "Anthony, you're such a odd dork"

Reminiscing but I'm back now

Ima find love, never back down

I was always chilling in the background

Now they notice me; I gotta act proud