Curious

Imagine if life was a game?

Imagine if all this is fake?

Imagine if everything ended

And we go to heaven

And meet all the greats?

Imagine if there was no Drake?

Imagine if there was no Wayne?

Would rappers be garbage?

Would people be rapping?

Will everyone still sound the same?

Man, nobody knows it

All of a sudden

I'm overthinking

Sound like I'm trippin'

Can't tell the states

Feel like I'm goin' Lindsay

Taste of fluoride in this water I'm drinkin'

I don't know why I don't make friends in this business

Seem like they all wanna win but not with me

Went to a party in hopes for some kisses

Girl and their friends and they looking delicious

I came out to 'em

There was four of 'em

There was one of me

I liked all of 'em

They liked none of me

All this bubblin' got me stumblin'

Talked more with the one girl with the pretty fit

'Cause I saw through her and the wall she built

She actin' all that her friends all wack

I asked why she being cold to me

And she said she "don't like guys like me"

Oh, you mean smart and funny and has a big dick

And doesn't have to fake shit just to fit in

Maybe when I meant to be acquaintin'

5'9", confidence through the roof

Not to mention I'm 19 so are you

We both still got lips let's put it to use

And we smashed that night,

She gave me the flu, ayy (That shit was not worth it)

I got sick and sad, man, you gave me the blues

I started thinkin' 'bout life, all the shit I've been through

At fourteen when I didn't have friends at school

Or when I thought nachos was Italian food

When I thought smoking cigarettes would make me cool

All the nights that I spent in my room

I guess we can always improve

I miss my family, miss my home

Wish I could visit a little more

The journey's 24 hours flight too long

I only get to see 'em on my phone

Time does fly

I went from good ones to seeing tears in my mom's eyes

I don't blame her though

She used to feed me, now I live alone

Doing things she don't know about

But I'm always a angel (always a angel)

And I wonder what my mom was thinkin'

When she realised that her son is a little too famous

A little too anxious

Went from having no friends now he's singing on stages

I'm her youngest son

She's just hoping that I know what to do with my paper

When I think about it, shit

I don't know how I could live with that

And I just bought some shit at the grocery

Some coconut water and some frozen meat

Sometimes I still miss the nicotine

I've been nervous and vomiting

Doing shows don't even sound fun to me

Told the crowd that I have food poisoning

Had a trash can sided at the stage for me

Man, I don't know what happened to me

But I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be

I think it's meant to be, I mean, I think I'm meant to be

Put a kid with a dream in a room full of books

He gon' read even though none of it's understood (ayy)

Shout out to the ones doing things

Everyone was afraid or unable to do, man

The world needs more of you, the world needs more like you

And I heard that the simplest choice that you choose

Ain't simple, it's actually huge

And the older I get and the more that I shoot

Don't believe in the hate just believe in the truth

I don't spend the bread I just know how to chase it

If the difference is then here I make it

No I do not live for validation

Fuck your comments and your mama's basement

Always rich cause that's what my name is

Greatest days are on a daily basis

RZA's fuckin' with me, man I made it

If I could man I would never change shit