does it really matter?

I don't think you understand

I feel lonely in the crowd

And I don't know why I'm like this

But I rather be just by myself

Yeah, I made excuses just to get away

I tell you maybe when I know I'll stay

I make plans with myself

'Cause I'm scared to go out

And all of my friends they don't call me, no more

I guess they are tired of me saying no

All I need was space and time

But does it really matter

If I'm staying up 'til four

Drinking on my own

Does it really matter

If I'm sleeping all alone

Waiting for the sun to rise again

Baby, I'm falling down again

I don't think you know me well

I don't think I know myself

Smile when the camera is out

But honestly, that's someone else

And every party, oh it's way too loud

I hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce

I don't know what I want

But I know that it probably isn't this

I guess I should learn but I never do

'Cause I always end up back in my room

'Cause what I needed was just space and time

But does it really matter

If I'm staying up 'til four

Drinking on my own

Does it really matter

If I'm sleeping all alone

Waiting for the sun to rise again

Baby, I'm falling down again